That hurt. A whole lot more than I expected it to.

I'm numb. Cold.

It all feels so devastatingly familiar, only more intense. I never thought I'd go through all this again, ever. Months down the line, lightning has struck. Again.

This is quite excruciating.

I can't think straight. Somebody please knock some sense into me.

Better yet, knock me out. I don't want to feel.